Praising Jesus again

If you are a friend of mine checking this out, you already know about my brother, Dennis. My life this last year has always seemed to come back around to this topic, whether good or bad, in celebration or frustration. A little family background (if you know it feel free to skip down): My brother & I were raised in a home free of religion. My family never went to any sort of church but my Mother always allowed us to go with friends if we wanted. It was through one such occasion where I began going to church & accepted Christ as a child at South Baptist Church. My brother came occasionally, but more often when we were a little older & switched over to Capital City Baptist because of yet another friend connection. It was at this church that Dennis said a prayer accepting Christ as Savior. I was so excited because I had saw him start to head down a dangerous path, but I saw quickly that there did not appear to be an honest repentance of sin in his life. I of course cannot judge his salvation, but there was no fruit and the whole "behold all things become new" was certainly not evident, rather just the opposite was true.

My Father, always seemed to feel his responsibility within our family began & ended with his GM paycheck. I can recall my Dad doing little with me growing up & even less with Dennis. He was not kind, but I know we both strongly wanted a connection with him. He was not an alcoholic in the traditional sense, but he spent many hours everyday in the shop bar. In many ways I have always felt he chose that bar over us. He got off work at 6:30 a.m and instead of coming home to bed so he could wake up in time to spend time with us, he went to the bar until 1:00pm. Because he came home so late he could never awake until around 9:00pm, leaving just enough time to dress, eat & leave for work before 10:00. He also worked as many weekends as were offered. I lost out because of a lack of interest on my Dad's part, but my brother did more so.

I was diagnosed with bone cancer when I was 16 & relied heavily on my Mom during my year of chemo. I was adamant that she almost never leave my side. She slept in the fold out chair beds at U of M. If I would've known what impact having an emotionally absent Father & a physically absent Mother would have on Dennis I like to think I would've forced myself to be less needy. By the time I finished chemo, Dennis was already slipping into drugs & alcohol. He was 14.

A little more than 2 years ago Dennis attempted suicide. He was in a dark place after his girlfriend leaving him & taking their 3 year old little girl with her to Florida. I believe their lives were in danger here due to the dangerous circumstances he put them in revolving around the drug world. Crack-cocaine will make a man do things he never thought he would.

After Thanksgiving last year he went to jail. He was looking at up to 2 years (if I am remembering correctly). I went to see him day after Christmas to visit him & give him a little money (do my "penance") & was surprised when the officer called me back from the visiting area and said Dennis was being released. Sure enough he was out in the parking lot. We had thought about taking him in the year before but heeded advice not to. This time the Lord said to both Trevor & I that it was time. It was either take him home now (when I knew he had 30 "clean" days) or drop him off at the homeless shelter, he had no other place to go. He lived with us for 2 very stressful months. He got very involved in Narcotics Anonymous (NA), which has given him a lot of connection. Since his time with us he has lived in a half way house of sorts & with different friends he has met in the program. He has fallen a couple of times and continues to struggle. He has worked with Trevor & Mike over the last year when they could use him and Trevor has forged a strong relationship with him. We have been picking him up for church whenever he would agree to come and over the last couple of months Trev has been picking him up at 5:30 every Wednesday morning for Men's Fraternity, which is a men's Bible Study of sorts that meets at our church.

All that to say that this morning Dennis prayed to accept Christ. We have been praying for this, obviously, but especially these last couple of weeks has it been on Trevor's heart. The Men's fraternity program has been leading the guys from the sin & depravity of man the last couple of weeks to the solution (Christ) this week. The leader of the group, Steve, had the opportunity to talk with Dennis this morning. I do not know the particulars, but please pray with us that this decision of his today is the beginning of a beautiful, strong relationship with Christ. I have always thought that if Dennis would truly surrender his life to Christ, he could have the most amazing testimony & help so many. I told Dennis this 2 weeks ago when I drove him home from church. I also shared that while NA is great & will power is great, we are fallible & he will continue to fall into drugs & alcohol if he relies on things that are fallible. To put his hope in Christ, the only infallible one is the only way. With Christ all things are possible.

I am rejoicing this morning, but my own lack of faith wants me to be cautious. I have prayed so long, did God really answer one of my longest sought after prayers this morning? And when will He answer to prayers for the rest of my family? I have hope for I know that nothing is impossible with Christ.

If you are a fellow believer, please continue to pray alongside us for Dennis. If you are not a believer, may you reconsider your own eternity. There is a God who loves you enough that He sent His only Son to be the payment for your sin. He wants to enter into a covenant relationship with you.

I got this from a friend & I thought it was pretty cool, we'll see if it shows up right...

THE BELL
I KNOW WHO I AM
I am God's child (John 1:12)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 )
I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17 )
I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20)
I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)
I am a personal witness of Christ. (Acts 1:8)
I am the salt & light of the earth ( Matt.5:13-14)
I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27)
I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2)
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant ( Phil.3:20)
I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34)
I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor..5:17-21)
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)
I cannot be separated from the love of God( Rom.8:35-39)
I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22)
I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28)
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 )
I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12 )
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Phil. 4:13)
I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life (John 15: 1-5)
I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16 ). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)
I am hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3). I have been justified (Romans 5:1)
I am God's co-worker (1 Cor.. 3:9; 2 Cor 6:1). I am God's workmanship(Eph. 2:10 )
I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfected. (Phil 1: 5)
I have been redeemed and forgiven(Col.1:14).I have been adopted as God's child(Eph 1:5)
I belong to God
Do you know
who you are!?

Wrapping it up

Well, less than 2 weeks until we light the candles on Jesus' birthday cake and it's coming down to the wire. I am almost finished with my Christmas cards, my Christmas shopping is drawing to a close (the money is gone, so I guess it's time to stop making purchases:) and I have started the baking process. Caleb is wrapping some of Moriah's stocking stuffers even as we speak (I had to keep him occupied so I could spend a few minutes with my blog). Both of the kids' Christmas programs are this week & the last day of school until after the new year is this Friday. I cannot believe it, the time is flying even faster than the snow;)
So what do I want to remember about this time of frenzy? What will I be left with at the close of it all, other than a new bathrobe (thanks Mom, I look forward to it)? What will the visions be in the heads of my children? Will they be consumed with tearing through yards of wrapping paper searching for the perfect gift, only to be left feeling empty and disappointed when the last of the ribbons are discarded? I hope not. I hope to look back with a smile on my face, confident that we did our best. Not our best to give them the most materialistically satisfying Christmas ever, but that we did our best sharing the true meaning of Christmas. Of sharing faith, family, love. My kids already know Jesus is the reason we celebrate. They know all the symbols on the advent tree and the songs proclaiming Jesus' birth, but I pray it will be much more than knowledge this year, that they can have true joy. Not because of what they've received wrapped in paper & bows but what they've received in their hearts. "Come to us, abide with us, our Lord Emmanuel..."

What a Friend We Have in Jesus

Well, since it's December we have pulled out the advent calendar. Every night after dinner Daddy leads us in a short devotion, then one of the kids takes down the number off the advent tree & the other child gets to put up the symbol from the story. Tonight the symbol was the black heart & the devotion was about how since the fall of man, all of us have been born in sin & have hearts "blackened" by sin from birth. During the story Moriah became sad. When we asked her what was wrong she replied that she didn't want a black heart. Daddy stopped & talked with Moriah about how Jesus offers us a remedy for our black hearts, to make them clean. We talked with Moriah and she said she wanted Jesus to wash her heart clean by asking Him into her heart and accepting His free gift of forgiveness. Daddy prayed with her & the look on her face afterward was priceless. She was relieved & joyful. She believed the promise that Jesus offers..."I will never leave you, I will never forsake you." She called Papa Larry & Grandma Debbie & told them her news. "Tonight I accepted Jesus into my heart and became a Christian."

I believe Jesus honors the prayers offered up in faith, even the faith of a 5 year old. The Bible tells us to believe on the Lord Jesus Christ & we will be saved. Do you have the faith of a child?

Can you believe it's December already? I joined the throng on Black Friday and managed to put a dent in my Christmas shopping. I basically just spent my in-laws money since we are given a check & then told to go buy for our individual families, wrap & bring the gifts to their house on Christmas. It seems to work pretty well that way. I usually have a better idea of what Trev & the kids want, but this year I am struggling with the kids! I asked Caleb what he wanted for Christmas from Grandma & the only ideas he could give me were a wii or a Nintendo DS (both which are not in the budget). We bought the kids' big Christmas present months ago and so at least I don't have to agonize over everything!

We enjoyed a nice Thanksgiving this year. We stayed with Trev's parents from Wednesday night- Saturday. My parents were still in town so we got fed twice on Thanksgiving & had the opportunity to see them each day. They left yesterday for Arizona, so it will be at least 5 months before we see them again. They had the kids stay over with them on Thursday night & had a little "Christmas" with them on Friday morning.

This morning Moriah & I are going to make some fudge....mmm! We will save a little out & freeze the rest for Christmas gifts. I tried this a couple of years ago & it froze great, so it will be nice to have it done ahead of time.

I know some of my friends out there are praying for my brother, Dennis, who is having some "issues" right now. If you are, thank you! Please keep praying, he needs it. Right now he is trying to do life all on his own. I am convinced he will continue to fail until he relinquishes it to the Savior. With Christ we can accomplish all things, but on our own the effort is futile, we are not strong enough...especially fighting the demons he is entangled with.

I want to make some changes to the blog, but I do not have time now. Hopefully I will be motivated to work on it later on today...we'll see. You all know how well I do with my updates;)

Whimsical Creations

My good friend Lori has started a business creating stained glass art. She has a lot of beautifully crafted pieces including picture frames, window hangings & she even does custom work. I have added a picture of one of her pieces here, check out her blogstore for a lot more, I have added the link here on my site. If you are in town, check out her show this weekend. Details at her blog store. She has been at this less than a year and already she has become so talented that I just had to give her a shout out. Way to go Lor, we love ya!

Lets get dressed up!

What a day! 2 parties, a parade, pizza at a friends house, trunk or treating & trick or treating and a movie night with friends. The kids didn't fall into bed until after 11pm!

We had so much fun at their school parties & the weather was awesome for the schoolwide parade & trick or treating. We had a good time at Steve & Nikki's on Friday night too. The kids were even kind enough to let us sleep in until 9:00 on Saturday morning!

Pumpkin Carving with Grandma

For obvious reasons, this is a favorite time of year for the kids. Along with the prospect of getting more candy than anyone would possibly ever need all in one night, they get to carve pumpkins with grandma. Grandma LuLu has made this an annual tradition since the kids were old enough to sit up. She came up on Thursday and brought 2 big pumpkins & a bunch of apples too. We carved pumpkins, made applesause & applecrisp...mmm! Thanks Mom!

Delinquent me

Wow, how delinquent I have become in the maintenance of this blog! You would think that I have no time whatsoever on my hands, when actually, with both my kids in school I should really have more! I'll post now & then I will post again in a day or so when I get some pictures uploaded.

Fall has been a lot of fun so far. The kids are in the full swing of school and it seems to be going pretty good. I volunteer at the school 3 days a week right now (it sounds like a lot, but they are all small jobs that take less than an hour each). I enjoy being involved in the school because it gives me a feel for their classrooms and the other kids they are with all day.

We had fun at the Post Family Farm with friends from our Pointe group last night. Trev drove the hayride & I give him props for not scaring the begeebees out of us like last year.
The kids loved the pumpkin train & hay maze. I loved the pumpkin donuts, mmmmm!

We are gearing up for Trick or Treating & trying to get costumes around. Grandma will come up & do pumpkins with the kids like always, when she gets over her cold.

Right now Trev is mowing the lawn instead of watching MSU get creamed by Ohio State. Ouch, it was 28 - 0 when he shut it off & went outside.

Well, now that there are some new words to look at on this blog, I will log off and smile that I can avoid the ridicule of my friends:)

Cedar Point

Every year, for the past several years, my
husbands parents generously volunteer to
take all us "kids" to Cedar Point. All of us (this year we only had 13...last year I think we had 21) pile into their motor home & head to Sandusky for the day. We always have a great time & this year was no exception. We had blue skies & sunshine! Caleb & Moriah each rode their first grown up size roller coasters! Moriah started out with the Blue Streak & loved it. Then we moved on to Disaster Transport, with great success. By the end of the day Caleb also tried his hand at Disaster Transport (twice) & conquered it as well.
We got to see a show & the kids were pulled on stage, which they thought was a riot. Caleb was the "wolf" & Moriah was chicken or something like that...anyway, they had a great time.
Trevor & I were not void of amusement either as we waited in all the long lines to ride the Magnum, Millenium Force (my fav), Maverick, Power Tower & the like.
Thanks Dad & Mom!

Circus

We took a family outing to Barnum & Bailey Circus
when it came to town last week. It was a lot of fun. The kids
were totally amazed at some of the things we saw. Dad was
amazed yet again with Bello & his amazing ability to do all of
the acrobatics the other stars do, while in full clown get-up.

9/11

I got this in an email from a friend and I felt it was worth sharing today as we remember those who made the ultimate sacrifice 7 years ago today. I hope it touches your hearts as it did mine.

'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL'
You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I.
I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.'
I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night.
I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.'
I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered.
I was on all four of those planes, in every seat, with every prayer. I was with the crew as they were overtaken. I was in the very hearts of the believers there, comforting and assuring them that their faith has saved them.
I was in Texas , Virginia , California , Michigan , Afghanistan ... I was standing next to you when you heard the terrible news. Did you sense Me?
I want you to know that I saw every face. I knew every name - though not all know Me. Some met Me for the first time on the 86th floor.
Some sought Me with their last breath. Some couldn't hear Me calling to them through the smoke and flames; 'Come to Me... this way... take my hand.' Some chose, for the final time, to ignore Me. But, I was there.
I did not place you in the Tower that day. You may not know why, but I do. However, if you were there in that explosive moment in time, would you have reached for Me?
Sept. 11, 2001, was not the end of the journey for you. But someday your journey will end. And I will be there for you as well. Seek Me now while I may be found. Then, at any moment, you know you are 'ready to go.'
I will be in the stairwell of your final moments.
God

Praise!

I have a "praise" to share...Trevor has been feeling a lot better the last couple of weeks (after about 5 months of not feeling well at all). He had an MRCP on Monday & a Dr. appointment on Tuesday. The Doctor said that while he didn't have the full report yet, the radiologist indicated that his pancreas did not appear to have a lot of damage. He feels that, especially since Trevor is feeling better now (which could last days or years) that any invasive treatment would be far worse than the symptoms. He has given Trevor a different dose of anti-nausea medicine to help manage on the days when that is an issue. As many of our friends & family know, we were expecting to head off to U of Indiana or Mayo clinic this month in search of answers. At first the news was a little frustrating as we just want to be able to "fix" it! However, after digesting this information, we are both grateful that his pancreas is holding it's own and are confident that we can manage this without seeking additional treatment right now. We have to remind ourselves that while he has struggled with this consistently for the last 5 months & regularly for the last year+, he had been nearly symptom free for a whole year before that. We are grateful for the health he has right now & will continue to pray for many more symptom free days.

Moriah Kay!

Okay, I have known for quite some time that my darling daughter has a naughty streak. It has reared it's not so adorable head many many times in our household, but this latest deception I feel I must share (out of humor & a plead for prayer). One thing my daughter HATES is to be laughed at unless she is intentionally being funny. She will hold a grudge if she feels like you are making fun of her, so if you know her & read this, PLEASE do not mention it (unless you like having a 5 year old dislike you & cry a lot when you are around). That said, here goes...

Last week school started off on Tuesday with no problems. Wednesday she came home & said she got a Yellow light. Yellow lights are disappointing, but expected (Caleb got 4 in a row in Kindergarten) and usually they bring about improvement in bad behavior (fear of the "I know what's next if I don't straighten up..."). The rest of the week went off without a hitch with green lights both days. Monday night we get an e-mail from the teacher...we never signed & returned the RED light note from last Wednesday! Moriah actually took the note out of her backpack, placed in our outside trash container and boldfaced LIED, saying she received a yellow light. Never once did she indicate any remorse or nervousness. She thought she disposed of the evidence, so it was all taken care of. I am dumbfounded at her forethought & deceptiveness (she is 5 right? Not 15 as I have sometimes been accused of calling her).

Pray for me my friends! What am I in for? If she can already lie without batting an eye and have no conscience about it, what am I going to do? Pray that her heart will be open to the Spirit. There is a battle raging inside of her. Pray that Jesus is the victor. I have to keep reminding myself of my long term goal. My goal as a mother is to raise Godly, respectful ADULTS. My job is to carefully train them along the way. Kids will be kids and their behavior needs to be carefully and consistently dealt with (I am trying:)

Proverbs 12:22 "The Lord detests lying lips, but rejoices in those who are truthful." is a theme verse in our house this week!

American Idol Concert

Yes, I know what you're wondering...Is that Tami & Nikki with the 10 finalists from American Idol's last season? Of course. They were all just dying to pose with us;) LOL
Well, thanks to Nikki (& PopTarts) I had the opportunity to go to the American Idol Summer concert tour and act like a school girl (jumping, screaming my lungs out, the whole bit). What a blast! My pal Nikki got tickets fro her B-Day and lucky for me she was lookin' for another A.I fan to join her (Thanks again Nikki & Steve). I had a GREAT time!

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

I cannot believe that the summer is officially over! School has begun and so my kiddos are on the go. Moriah started Kindergarten (I can't believe it!) & Caleb is now in 2nd grade. They both came home from the first day wound up like nobodys business. It took me two hours to get them calmed down (it probably didn't help that Grandma "LouLou" was there to welcome them home. We celebrated their first day with a trip to the beach that night (it was the hottest day of the year).

Labor Day

Every year for Labor Day weekend my extended family has a HUGE get together. Many people camp & some just show up for dinner on Sunday (this year we served around 100). My cousins wife Paula & I put it together this year with help from Butch & Kelly who willingly let us set up camp in their yard & put their teenage sons to work on our behalf (many thanks). We had a HO'Down theme this year & Paula had some really hilarious games she put together including a pie eating contest (a miniature version which Moriah & Riley joined in on below), barrel racing, cowboy relay (way to go aunt Sukie-above) & a fry pan throwing contest that I narrowly lost (5points) to my cousin Cassie. We had great weather & I got to enjoy the comfort of my In-Laws motor home instead of a tent (Thank you Mom & Dad). By the time we made it home on Monday I was exhausted! I will maybe sign up to do it again in another 10 years;)

KIDZONE BLITZ

Our church held a community event tonight that was just a blast. They served dinner & brought in a Christian magician who was great (Moriah got to be an assistant & you know she ate that up). They followed it up with ice cream, cotton candy, hayrides, face painting, a fire truck complete with lights & hose the kids could spray and 3 huge inflatable toys! The kids were wet but happy by the time we dragged them out of there. I am so glad to be a part of a church that cares about kids and community. We invited some friends but unfortunately none of them could come. Awana starts in a couple of weeks which is a program that I love and am so glad that we have at our church. The kids get the chance to learn God's word while having a great time doing it.

The Last Horah

I wanted to have a little party for the kids before school started to kind of commemorate their summer. They had a blast. We had water balloon tosses, sac races, bobbing for apples, water relays & a frozen t-shirt contest (don't ask). I cannot believe that summer is almost over. I have mixed feelings about school starting. I am not excited about it, but there is no use fighting reality. I guess I will try to heed Pastor Kevin's advice & Seize the Day. If I really put that into practice and didn't waste my time worrying but instead took every opportunity to teach and train my kids in righteousness while I have them at home we would all be better off. Happy last week of summer to you all:)

GO WILD

We went to the African Lion Safrai in Ontario Canada a few days ago & had an absolute blast. There were so many amazing animals to see & tons of other things to do there at the Safari. The kids loved the Elephant ride & the Safari drive the best.

I can't go on...

I feel like I cannot possibly continue on with blogging until I am able to find my camera. Somehow I am convinced there is nothing worth writing about unless I have a picture to accompany it. I would love to write about how much fun the kids & I had at the zoo on Friday. About all the cool giveaways and petting the stingrays and seeing the Lions there for the first time. Somehow it's just not the same since I have no fun snapshots to go along with the words. So if any of you out there in cyberspace have a 6 mega pixel Cannon digital camera lying around & you have no idea where it came from, let me know. I would be forever in your debt. God Bless.

Girls Night

A (much needed) night with the girls! It was nice, eventhough I wasn't able to be there the whole time. The food & the laughter were tops. I could've stayed all night chatting it up with my girlies.

Moriah wasted Caled in a water balloon fight yesterday. It was rather hilarious. I think he was able to get her feet a little wet (maybe) but she clobbered him again & again. He looked like he went swimming when she was done with him. They both had fun, but Moriah had to jump in the pool afterwards to cool off.

It was a little annoying to take 25 minutes to fill 40 water balloons and watch the fight begin & end in a 5 minute time span, but it was worth it. The kids were surprised and excited, they talked about it for an hour afterwards and even now are laughing at the pictures. It's a good reminder that with a little effort (& not much creativity) I can change my kids outlook on a long summers day. The "Mom I'm bored, what can I do" was put off for a while, which was nice to say the least :)

I subscribe to Girlfriends in God. It's a little devotional sent to me every morning via e-mail & sometimes there are some good tidbits I can take with me throughout the day. This story hit home a little when I read it. We all need a little cheering on.
It was taken from Extraordinary Moments with God by Sharon Jaynes

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith." (2 Timothy 4:6 NIV)


It was the first swim meet of the year for the newly formed, middle-school aquatic team. The atmosphere was electric with anticipation as forty-eight adolescents thought of nothing but victory. Justin was among the bunch and was swimming the five-hundred-yard freestyle for the first time in his life.

Toward the end of the race, everyone had finished...except for Justin. He stole breaths as his hands slapped against the water to push it aside and propel his thin body forward. The freckle-faced youth appeared he would go under at any moment, but something kept pushing him onward. The race was won eight minutes ago, but Justin continued to swim.

One teammate, inspired by his brave friend, went to the side of the pool and walked the lane as Justin pressed on. "Come on, Justin, you can do it! Keep going! Don't give up!" He was joined by another, then another, until the entire team was walking the length of the pool, rooting for and encouraging their fellow swimmer to finish the race. Soon the opposing team saw what was happening and they joined in the chant. A chill ran through the room as the once concerned parents rose to their feet cheering, shouting, and praying. The room pulsated with energy and excitement as teammates and opponents pumped courage into one small swimmer.

Twelve long minutes after the starting whistle had blown, an exhausted, but smiling Justin swam his final lap and struggled to pull himself out of the pool. The crowd had applauded the first swimmer as he crossed the finish line in first place, but they gave Justin the greater cheer for simply finishing the race.

You just have to love summer! It's only the end of June and we have already checked off (literally) a ton of things we've have on our to do list. We are not planning any big summer vacations this year so we have been trying to fill our time with trips to the local go-cart & mini golf place, bowling, library visits, park & play dates, swimming, "camping" and lots of ice cream. So far we have been having a pretty fun time (though not void of the "I'm bored" comments). We have lots more on our list but every time we add another check mark it makes me think of how quickly it will all come to an end. Summer won't last forever so I am going to try & savor every day I have my kids home (remind me of this when they are driving me bananas)

Caleb sports a new do for the summer. He has wanted a mohawk for a long time & I have always been a little reluctant to give in. I figure it's pretty safe now that it's summer.

Since Father's Day is this weekend I thought it would be appropriate to write a little about my wonderful and faithful husband, Trevor. Good men are in short supply but somehow I managed to snag myself one. I know it was not by my own doing but by the Lords hand. God saw me and knew every hurt and every need and brought Trevor to me. I am so thankful.
He is not overly romantic or sympathetic or patient. He does not bend over backwards to meet my every desire or worship the ground I walk on. He didn't offer to run out and fulfill all of my cravings I had during my pregnancies (If we happened to be passing by an Arby's he might offer to stop & get me the shake I had been talking about). But he is real. He is honest and hardworking. He plays with our kids for hours on end with a smile on his face. He relates God to them in everyday life. He can make me smile like no one else. He puts our needs and wants ahead of his own and everyday he makes sacrifices for us silently. He is a man with integrity which is in very short supply in this world we live in. I know he loves me, he shows me and tells me everyday. I know he loves our two beautiful kids and that he is commited to raising them in a God honoring way. I am glad there is a day set aside to honor Fathers but I will try to show my love and respect for my husband everyday, he has earned it.
Happy Fathers Day, Trev. And Happy Fathers Day to all the other Dad's out there who do so much for their own families. Who tuck them in with stories of Jesus & give piggy back rides and divvy up the change in their pockets at the end of the day. The world needs more of you.

Deut 6:5-7 says: "Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength. These commandments that I give you today are to be on your hearts. Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up.

Breaking Heart

Today my heart is breaking. I am fondly remembering Ryan. His dry sense of humor, his easy smile and determination. He was a Dad of beautiful, miracle twins, Wyatt & Lily. Beloved and cherished Husband of Kristin. A life cut much too short. It is in times like this that we have to remind ourselves that God is good, even when life is not. He fought the good fight and now he is breathing unlabored in the arms of Jesus. He finally has those lungs we have been praying for and they will last an eternity. His life has touched so many. God is not done with him yet, his story will live on.

Takin on the Wall

The kids got to try their hand at rock climbing this week. What a treat. They both did great for their first time! It was so cool to see them so high up there.